dream:

i cut my own hair short short short and everyone was speaking in oxymorons

dear self,

cool your shit and stop expecting every person you encounter to be the fiercest human in existence. getting close to someone is allowed to take time.

also, do your homework.

also, clean your room.


love,
self

spirit animals

his:

golden retriever
sloppy, genuine, loyal
self indulgent

mine:

fox
clever, perceptive, shrewd
independent

i don't know if i'll ever be satisfied.

you know,

it never crosses my mind to feel self conscious about my body in any way.

what a sad thing to be trapped in.

don't forget

i am really fucking fond of you

you smell like somewhere between the Sahara desert and raspberries

just in case you didn't know:
you're beautiful

and i could stay right here forever.

falling in love

shamelessly
all over the place
with everyone.

lightheaded on americano's, nicotine and conversation that takes me away

resolutions! last year vs. this year

2011:

-fight for something

-connect impulse to action

-scream

-allow free expression

-surprise myself

-make ugly art

-release tension

-finish things

-stretch perspective

-be good to body

-meditate

-get close

-eliminate hesitation

-embrace BOLD

2012:

-get out of my head

-ask the hard questions

-continue to choose freedom

-do not lessen my capability to love in order to accommodate my capability to fear

-manifest

-rise to myself

-take a photo every day

-stop preempting

-seek those who seek growth

-go crazy

-act forward

LA LUNA

it's a marvelous night for a moon dance
go soak up some magic

attention!

that is the last time a dick move will be pulled on me. i am on high alert.

uff

not really ringing in the new year in the best of ways.

felt shitty and dyed my hair red to make a statement.

tell me now,
where was my fault
in loving you with my whole heart?