4/14 [ Adam]

I SAW YOU SHINING BRIGHTER

 

hahahaha

so awesome.

sex education at its finest.

surreality

hi,

my life is perfect.

and so is yours,

even if you don't realize it yet.

stretch, scream, absorb. take it all in unflinchingly. stop wandering the endless corridors of your mind and start listening to your soul. it is full of colors.

we have filled our lives with things,

we have surrounded ourselves with boxes,

we have turned life into a mediocrity.

the refusal to accept this will turn everything on its axis.

intrinsically, we are love. you are love. i am love.

your love is butter for burns

when Hotel Yorba played and we danced on your bed in the dark 

when we went to the swings at midnight and laughed and laughed

when we walked through the snow and you wrapped me in your coat so i wouldn't be cold

when we sat on my roof and marveled at how close we have been all this time and never known; 

6 billion hearts on this earth

and here we are, together.

i feel so infinite i'm weak in the knees.

Adam

unblinking, sudden, complete
i can never look back.
how will i ever let you out of my arms? i will do so knowing that you will follow wherever i wander, that  you have the golden patience and loyalty of a lion,
that distance has no way of making love understandable.
i saw it in your eyes; drowned in it
i always knew this existed in theory
and the reality of it is
boundless,
ecstatic,
beyond this world.
you are the one who lingers
the one who sets explosions of colors through my veins and has the same breath
the one i felt in my legs all these years
the one who makes me fearless and free
i have never been so certain
i have never been so at ease
you are the yellow bird i have been waiting for

i love you through infinity.

4/1

-bulleted lists are one of my favorite things to write

-when i ride through the city on my bike, i feel like i'm breathing unbreathed air, and like it's all in a new sort of vein

-red lipstick is something males shall never understand, and perhaps that is part of the appeal

-working at a bakery is the stuff of dreams. yum. 

- i ran into people today randomly, who i think about often. which is cool. very cool

-i believe that every person should read Eating Animals by Jonathan Safran Foer.

-being blown off sucks

-playing stupid games with people sucks

-an unexpected phone call from a voice you want to hear much more often makes the night seem big. and when you realize the voice called just to talk, just to hear your voice too...well, it's good news. i love the quirks of the universe

p.s. can't get enough of this song. 

DON'T HAUNT ME

i've been told to give up the ghost

into your arms

into your arms