growth

the biggest thing i learned in the past year is how to own myself.


through several encounters with fuckpuddle dudes, i learned how to be brutally honest. how to crawl out of any night shamelessly in the morning, with or without my bra. i learned to love blatantly, regardless of the situation. i stopped apologizing and started communicating. it has been nothing but liberating.
more to come. always stretching.

THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER WAY

always, always, always.

dream:

i cut my own hair short short short and everyone was speaking in oxymorons

dear self,

cool your shit and stop expecting every person you encounter to be the fiercest human in existence. getting close to someone is allowed to take time.

also, do your homework.

also, clean your room.


love,
self

spirit animals

his:

golden retriever
sloppy, genuine, loyal
self indulgent

mine:

fox
clever, perceptive, shrewd
independent

i don't know if i'll ever be satisfied.

you know,

it never crosses my mind to feel self conscious about my body in any way.

what a sad thing to be trapped in.

don't forget

i am really fucking fond of you

you smell like somewhere between the Sahara desert and raspberries

just in case you didn't know:
you're beautiful

and i could stay right here forever.