lightening

can't sleep because i'm busy hoping this fog of worry in my head doesn't formulate into something tangible
i think any step i take in any direction is the first of a brave adventure
i have nothing to fear but tend to forget that
it is 4:13 in the morning
i am seeking a person who can tell me things i already know but am struggling to see,
an enlightened perspective
only people i care about ever read these ramblings which makes me feel like 'tis okay to ramble
[ :) ]
i hope by this time tomorrow, i will be able to rake my restless thoughts into one pile
and breathe deeply.

bonne nuit, mon amies