AH

AHHHHHHhhhhhhh

i do this thing every once in a while where i watch documentaries all night
and every time i do that

the world gets me down
and my beliefs get me up

things that stress me out:
-how we are running out of water
-how our food system is fucked
-how all the bees are dying
-how we are suppressing knowledge of alternative energy sources and continuing to feed the psychotic oil system.  (did you know the man who first tried to present the electric car to the public was thrown in prison without a trial?)
-how porn is a billion dollar a year industry which is functioning to teach men to treat women like shit which leads to many other things that stress me out
-how kids are being turned into pill poppers before they even hit kindergarden
-how people like Rick Perry even exist
-how scary of a stronghold religion has, how people hinge their lives on the bible -which i find to be incoherent and ridiculous
-how gays are treated as if they are not humans
-how real news is practically nonexistent
-WAR, everything to do with war
-how there is absolutely a cure for cancer that is being withheld in order for the medical system to make money
-how technology is surpassing intellect
-HOW FUCKING APATHETIC MY GENERATION IS. seriously. i can rant and rant and rant only to be called a hippie as they get back to their pressing game of Angry Birds
-how absolutely atrocious the meat system is
-how everyone is unhappy and afraid to do anything about it
-how sad our education system is
-our complete lack of consciousness as humanity
-so
-many
-other
-things

things that make me feel better:
-being surrounded by souls who are fighting to change their reality with art, compassion and love
-believing in progression
-planning my future

...and my bulldog.